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Saturday 10 December 2011

The real bout me and demam blm baik lagi..='(

Salam...hey...slmt mlm blog..bru blek keje...pnt sgt...bwk mto tdi..
aq nk story ckit sal aq tdi n sblm ni...
1st aq nk ckp..aq emg x byk ckp..dats why dri dlu aq plih keje jdi promoter or saler je....kdang2 lipat bju n sereve customer ...bg dy bju ape yg dy nak..x byk ckp sgt pn bnda ue...law aq tpon pn aq x ckp..coz dlu pnh trjadisesuatu..aq pnh ckp gn someone..then dy x dgr..aq an sempot..xblh ckp sgt..dy xdgr padahal aq da try kuarkn sore ue...dy ckp "ha..?? ha..?? xdgr la..cbe ckp kuat ckit..u ni bisu ke pe..??"dy marah aq..hm...start dri stu aq x ckp sgt law OTP....SKE ATY LA NK CKP AQ BISU KE PE..AQ SMPOT...aq ad sakit..tiap manusia ad kekurangan an...ad org ckp..mke cm aq xkn la xde org yg nk...emg ad yg nk tp aq je yg x nk...cz aq tkot ble aq da syg dy n dy dpt thu aq xdpt sgt then dy akn tinggalkn aq cm ue je...aq xnk amek risiko...dats why aq syg sgt2 at ex aq...cz aq egt dy blh trima aq...tp sama je..x ad org yg sihat nk org sakit cm aq ni an..law ad pn,hati aq plak yg susah utk trima org ue...haiizzz......
aq xnk ckp sal cinta..

crita sal keje blek...errmm..tp an aq dpt cri rezki walaupn aq xdpt brkomunikasi dgn bek sgt...coz boss aq ckp aq ad rupa..hehe..n aq rajin krja....ue je la keje yg mampu aq bwat..keje jual pkaian....hurmmm......

dmam aq x baik agy...da bpe ary,,mkin trok jadinya...kej aq emg slalu brdiri...rehat cme sejam dua jam je...customer dri singapore n KL emg rmai...smpai mkn pn aq x smpt kdang2...aq da nk pitam..aq dudk kejap...then supervisor marah aq....dpn customer lak ue..aq bkn curi tulang..aq dmam.pale aq sakit...hurrmm..
aq tros g toilet...aq tmbok crmin lpaskn geram...tangan aq da merah...aq cm nk jerit sekuat hati aq je...aq streess sgt...aq g duduk dlm blik air sorg2..aq nangis sorg2 dlm ue..aq sdih..knp mreka x phm aq..??knp ble kte bwat bek xad org yg hargai,.??.knp ad yg ske tpu aq,..??knp ad yg khianati cnta aq..??knp ad yg x phm hati aq...?? byk persoalan muncul dlm pkiran aq....knp mreka slalu lukakn hati aq..?? walaupn aq mcm ni tp aq ad hati n perasaan..aku sdih sgt2...aq nangis..papa aq..abg aq da pergi tinggalkn aq...ya ALLAH..bila giliran aq pula../??aq da x trtahan idop at dunia mcm ni...aq sdih ..menangis org yg aq syg pegi tinggalkn aq...org yg aq cnta pn xnk at aq....tbe2 aq tringat at si dy..aq cme nk cnta ko..aq x mnx pape pown dri ko..juz cnta yg ikhlas...bkn cnta yg ko ungkapkn sbg tnda simpati at aq or time ko sunyi..tp ko x ungkapkn ble ko da ad yg len....aq thu aq hina...tp jgn lukakn hati aq dgn cra mcm ni....sume nk mrh aq..lukakn hati aq...apa salah aku..??!! adakah sbb aq x sempurna..??
sbb aq sakit da nk mamppos x blh jge ko nty..??!!
hmmmm...........aq syg ko...aq sgt jujur tntng perasaa aq...biarla blog ni jdi luahan hati aq..aq da xde sape2 agy..mama..n kuarga yg len je yg ad..aq xde mai kawan...cz aq lbh byk brdiam diri n bramal ke jalan ALLAH...

Lebih kurang 15 minit aq nangis at toilet..then da puad aq luahkn ap yg aq pndam dgn menitiskn airmata,aq tros bgon n jalankn tugas cm biasa..nsib bek aq ad kwn bru yg bg sokongan at aq..aq troskn keje gn senyuman walaupn aq x sihat demi mncri pndapatan utk aq n org yg trsayang...ni la rutin harian aq...pada sape yg pnh dpat hadiah pmberian aq ue,walaupn x mahal aq arap plz jge ia bek2..n hargainya cz ue hasil titik plu aq..egt la..idop aq xkn lme..aq thu ue...bila aq da xde,anggap la ue kenangan dari aq yg hina ni............................
aq gmbira ble ad yg dpt adiah dri hasil pnt lelah aq..aq akn trsenyum ble tgk org ue memakainya brg trsebut...sgala pnt akn ilang sekelip mata..
h..aq demam.....nk rehat..tgn da pnt....sorry ngadu at ko ea blog..aq xthu nk ngadu at sape agy..huhuu....='(

ni luahan hati aq.....i want stay away from those who treat me like rubbish..i have feeling...u have to know that k..however..i always forgive u all....stop blogging now..tgn da pnt..dmam sgt2...rhat dlu k..salam...


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